Friday, November 30th, 2007
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9:54 pm - The real world?
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Long distance relationships suck.
On the upside I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the whole world. Too bad he is on the other side of said world.
As far as the rest of my life goes... Need to get on my resume and get it out to companies... see what i can get back in the way of a career.
Biotech world! Here I come.
current mood:  melancholy
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Thursday, September 21st, 2006
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6:23 pm - YAY!
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I HAVE RESIDENTS!!!!!
AND AN IMPROPTU FLOOR DINNER AT 730!
i will be so sad if no one comes.....
rock0rz
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Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
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1:11 pm - bitchslapinfrodo
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I slapped the hobbit....
as hard as i physically could, knocked his glasses a full four feet away and i am sure that i have given whiplash or at least i hope so, because i know he enjoyed it
in fact i am sure that as soon as he got home he probably wanked off to the thought of it, damn fuckers who like pain....
needless to say, i feel much better
i wonder if he has a bruise? i guess i will find out in a few hours.....
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Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
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3:49 pm - if i seem to be avoiding you.....
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i apologize, nothing personal at all.... in fact i think many people reading this entry will feel it is directed at them... and the reason is thus....
i have been rather antisocial lately...
in the past few weeks, lots of shit has hit the fan and i am feeling kind of disgusted with people in general, myself included, however as i cannot escape from myself i am trying to numb the world out with homework.....
i just want the quarter to be over
i do love you all, well, unless i truly am pissed at you, but that is a very short list..... hopefully by next week i will be more outgoing again
just fucking tired
current mood:  aaahhhhh it's the world!
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Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
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10:24 am - Beltaine...
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my brain is still dead from sleep dep.
yesterday was like the day that never ends..... and it just kept getting weirder and weirder and worse and worse..... now that it is tomorrow thoughit looks like i am going to be okay, seeing as i have my large paper done....
probably gonna flunk this physics midterm though..... mother fuck!!!
why can't it just be summer.... oh and all guys are slime faced douche bags.... someone want to teach me how to punch? i need to give someone a well deserved black eye.......
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Thursday, April 27th, 2006
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8:20 pm
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Reading binge makes me feel all fuzzy on the inside.......
life seems to have been going lately, now how it's going i am not quite sure.... but it is going.... i seem to have found a slight bit of solace at long last...... the hours i have been spending at odegaard (undergraduate library) grow every day......
on the up and up i got a 89.5% on my biochem midterm.... the average was 75%..... i don't think i am doing so hot in physics though...... i've only missed four dance classes...... and my RA class is going fine, except that i have a large 8-12 page "community developement plan" due on tues....... 12 pages of complete and utter bullshit..... how many time and different ways do i have to come up with saying that i am responsible before they just hire me?
other than that.... i guess i went through a small party phase..... i am all partied out.... i just want to hang out and read books.... not school books, but wonderful stories..... going to other places and not thinking about life......
i had a hard time sleeping last night..... even though things have been pretty mild lately, and i don't have anything particularly bad happening right now...... i seem to have quite a bit of emotional shit built up in my mind......
blah.... guess that was my update for all you i rarely seem to see these days...... i really do love you all!!!! and i wish i could see you more often, but i don't seem to get out of the U-district much these days.... due to classes and i work on weekends..... call me
::heart::
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Sunday, April 2nd, 2006
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5:15 pm
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been hella down and out lately.....
i could use some robo pills.....
or a certain boy,
things are going weird and i don't know what i did wrong...... was i too clingy... or not emotional enough.... in what way could i have possibly affronted him..... last night after i got off work i sat at my computer for an hour playing minesweeper and crying periodically.........
i want him to hold me close and let me know everything that has been going wrong in my life will turn out okay... that i am not truly alone......
it's so hard when you need someone to reach out to you, but they don't
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Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
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11:38 am
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is it the human condition to never be satisfied....?
i wonder, even though i am not compeletly satisfied with the situation at hand i find myself smiling and happy...... now if only i wasn't so sore from dance class.....
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Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
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10:07 am
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i miss my goddamn long ass hair.............
what the fuck?!?!
when i had it i couldn't wait to chop it off, now i want it back........ why did they have to cut my hair when i got it colored..... stupid stupid kali......
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Friday, February 17th, 2006
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2:37 pm
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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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2:55 pm - bah hum-bug
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so.... i always thought that i was the type that would learn my lesson without slamming my face into the wall too many times......
apparently i was wrong.......
soooooooooo, aaron liked patience all along..... don't ask i don't want to talk about it......
oh yeah and the other night while kicking it with chris walking back to the UW from dropping off terra, guess who crossed our path not 10 feet in front of us and yet did not notice........
oh yeah..... erik and his girlfriend....... YAY
the other night i had a dream i became a lesbian maybe it is my subconcious telling me i need to stop caring so much about boys right now..... i just seem to keep getting horribly hurt
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Friday, January 27th, 2006
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11:16 am - i'm a fish
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i dissappeared off the face of the planet.... but thats okay..... cause........
i finished my midterms this week, and all in all it kinda sucked ballz! but i am going to be polishing off, and by polishing off i mean starting and finishing, a fifth of knob creek this weekend......
don't worry kiddos, it won't be just me, alcohol poisoning is bad........ but yuuuuuummmmmmm
i hope jeff can actually come down from b-ham to hang out
current mood:  brain-dead
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Sunday, November 27th, 2005
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7:08 am - oh wait..... now i remember why i don't like drinking......
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three times.......
maybe four, but i'm not exactly sure if you can count the fourth one or not since it hasn't really come to fruition, not truly...... but still
i always seem to lose......
i get to see him at seventeen hundred hours and now i once again have had my confidence completely shattered.........
just a quick thank you to all of my friends who stand by me so well......
i love you guys....
jenn
libby
jordan
you know i'll always be there for you......
bottoms up!
current mood:  ........
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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
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1:17 am
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lord unchain my hands
let me sing inside the crowded trams
let me dance among the traffic jams
we're gonna sleep on the saint kilda sands
lord unbind my feet
let me mingle with the good people we meet
water rising up into the street
unbind my feet
the apparition of these faces in the crowd
petals on a wet black bough
ezra pound found the formula
our houses are rectangular
but life is curved not angular
so when things start to strangular
remember
rain still falls on the halls of power
new babies
being born every hour
and the eagle keeps watch
on the old clock tower
over me
lord unchain my hands
let me sing inside the crowded trams
let me dance among the traffic jams
we're gonna sleep on the saint kilda sands
lord unbind my feet
let me mingle with the good people we meet
water rising up into the street
unbind my feet
on the train
i refrain
from sitting with head and shoulders bowed
the told me time was of the essence
no wandering allowed
but then i saw a pretty girl
who's features stood out in the crowd
went ten minutes past my stop
waiting for her to look around
i'm just another clown
kicking around
in melbourne town
calling out
relaxing
watching the world go round
so if you've ever got the time
and you want to go drink some wine
i'd rather greet you with a smile
than greet you with a frown
lord unchain my hands
let me sing inside the crowded trams
let me dance among the traffic jams
we're gonna sleep on the saint kilda sands
lord unbind my feet
let me mingle with the good people we meet
water rising up into the street
unbind my feet
the cat empire~the crowd
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Friday, October 21st, 2005
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5:04 pm - DAMN IT!!!
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this always happens to me....
some guy starts being nice to me or shows the least bit of interest and i go all wobbly in the knees.....
mother fuck, this is going to make work uncomfortable
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Saturday, October 8th, 2005
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12:05 am
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On the Nature of Women:
a contemporary essay after a long hard day of work...
In this day and age, society raises women to always be in a position of proving themselves. For centuries, the dominant role in society has been played by men. They mantained this role by asserting a belief through society that women were worth less as human beings than those of the male persuasion. As if the only thing in life that mattered was to have a pair of testicles. With the fairly recent women's rights movements and the new generation of up and coming women who have more paths of life avaliable to them, it has created a unique mental state for the current generation of females.
Women, especially those of collegiate age, often feel the need to prove that they have some form of worth. This need creates a competitive atmosphere. The result of which is often trying to do everything in the same manner as men, instead of performing the tasks of life in their own unique manner. Because they wish to be considered on an equal level as men, they often adopt the passe ideology that men are more valuable than women. They regard other women around them as less than themselves, because they are one of the boys.
By not valueing one another as equals, these young women often feel threatened by other competent women. Instead of seeing them as possible confidants and a support network, they only fear that if another competent female does better than them at something, they will lose value in the eyes of the men around them. Due to this fear they tend to do anything in their power to tear other women down, instead of giving them the helping hand that they need. Sabotage has become a survival instinct.
Until women can realize that they have their own perfect value, and completely disregard the ideology of past generations, this shall remain a problem. Hopefully as the next generations get farther and farther temporally from the misogynist society of our recent past, women will one day be able to support each other again. History tends to run in cycles, as do all things, but let us do our best to learn from the past and effect a positive world for our future race of humans.
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Friday, July 8th, 2005
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12:16 am
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so, i guess i have just been really lonely lately..........
i miss my jordan so......
as much as i love and trust chris, i really just don't feel like he cares all that much about me as a person, not like jordan........
with jordan i genuinly feel like if i was down i could give her a call and she would give a shit, i suppose that its bad that i don't feel like any of my other friends truly do......
but there it is in a nutshell..... jordan is the only person who cares about me and that is i suppose why she is my best friend, because she actively pursues a reason when i feel kinda down.... whereas anyone else would feel uncomfortable with me being sad, and/or would hope i don't bring it up so that they won't have to deal with it, and that to me feels like a onesided friendship.......
thank you world
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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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10:27 am
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Saturday, June 4th, 2005
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12:43 pm
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release seems so far away and yet also so close.......
this constant tension fo almost being there but not quite truly has me on edge and i am sure that i have been jumping down everyones throat for the smallest reasons..... so i'm sorry......
i'm done on wednesday..... plans for wed and thur, but i am free after that except for weekends mainly.....
yall can call me up on thursday adn i will be able to start making plans for fun things which need to be a happening.......
on another note..... i think i have way too much of my ingredients..... so, who wants some mochi?
current mood:  expectant and dazed
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Thursday, May 26th, 2005
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1:35 pm
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getting all my shit together, it feels good to be almost done for the year......
summer time shall be full of partying, four jobs, money making and lots of intellectual rest.....
june 8th......
can't fucking wait!
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